…WHAT IF I somehow get some help through therapy or whatever and all my issues like anger, bitterness, depression, flightiness, low self-esteem, insecurities, etc all go away and I feel better about everything in my life… I have healed in every way possible… EXCEPT I still am attracted to women??? What do I do then??? If it proves that my pains and fears and so forth have nothing to do with my sexual desires and sexual identity like so many people say it does??? Am I supposed to just keep ignoring it, lock the closet door and throw away the key??? What if in doing that I am then forced back into anger, bitterness, depression, etc??? Is that right???
It’s hard being a Christian and having the beliefs I do and then having these so real feelings inside of me. Sure it is easy for people to dismiss something when they don’t see how real it is. But someone has said that homosexuality is not any different than anger. If someone is naturally inclined to anger and can’t control it and busts out on someone, we will not condone it just cuz- well, he was born that way. No, we would arrest him and make him take anger management classes or something. We would expect him to learn to control himself and not act out on his feelings; to get rid of his anger and so on. So we who struggle with SSA are supposed to do the same thing; understand that it is wrong, no matter how it feels to us inside, and control ourselves and force ourselves into a life that is right. or something like that
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