Tuesday, October 6, 2009

the way sex can be and would be...

*I have not reread this, it was written and posted in its pure RAW form… I am posting on this site, even though it was sent to Mandy via email, so I can keep my thoughts and ideas and visions in one place. Having these here, allows me to take from my own experiences and use them in future fan fiction stories.

Last night, our little escapade began in the bathroom. Yes, I know have some performance issues with people in the bathroom with you. I peeked in the door and saw you just resting there with your eyes closed. You looked peaceful and sleepy. I quietly opened the door and came in. It startled you, but I didn’t leave. I walked in front of you as you sat on the toilet, you have your shirt off with your pajama pants around your ankles. I leaned over you and put one of my legs between yours and pushed into you, leaning down with my arms wrapped around your neck and going down your back. I kissed your forehead and nuzzled you close.Your eyes closed and soft whimpers came from you. You liked it a little too much. So I left the room and went to he bed room.

I was standing in front of the bed when you came in. You shut the door behind you and walked in front of me. We hugged and passionately kissed, nibbles on each others neck, but you couldn’t wait… You pushed me down on the bed. My legs hung over the edge, you climbed on top of me and grinded your pelvic area into mine. You knew you couldn’t do anything to me cause I had started my period earlier that day, but a little grinding action would get you and I going and I would take you once I was frustrated enough. After grinding became too much for you, you needed to slow down or you would have came from just that alone. You flipped off me and laid on your side while I laid on my back. You didn’t want to stop torturing me, you rubbed my sex outside of my pants and I told you to stop. Your puppy dog face begged for me not to make you stop and I could not resist your begging, I said okay only if you would actually bring me to my orgasm. You smiled and kissed me and began rubbing me some more.

You slid your hand underneath my pajama bottoms and cupped my sex continuing to rub me with the palm of your hand. My breathing was heavy but i was relaxed. Wanting to give me what I was craving for, you slid your finger down to find my clit and as it did, but hips raised greeting you with welcoming moan. Slowly you massaged me, my sex moving with you in perfect harmony.Slowly building up to a hard and faster circular motion that made want to fuck your finger. Not stopping you continued until I thrusted my sex into your finger and lost the ability to breathe. Even the smallest of movements from your finger caused sudden jerks from my body, I couldn’t take it anymore and I needed you out of me and you knew it but want me to savor your touch just a tad bit more.

When you could see in my movements that I was done, you rested next to me. I needed a moment but you just devilishly grinned knowing what was still left to come and that was you. I turned on my side to see you, you looked so beautiful and mischievous. We kissed but you were careful not to touch me as the slightest of caresses made my body continue to spasm from the post orgasmic state I was still in. I touched your arms with soft sensual touches using just my finger tips, not rushed there was nothing but the night ahead of us. Kissing various parts of your arms, wrists, inner elbows… your closed your eyes to fill me studing your soft skin, noticing what makes you move, what makes you smile and what causes heavy breathing. A skill that has made me know every inch of your body like it was my own. I turned you over on to your stomach to massage your back with light caresses that were more relaxing than stress relieving. I even forget that I was massaging and began to tease you with my finger around your neck and just next to your breast and underarm. After your back, I turned you over exposing your breasts to me. My middle finger circled around your nipple making it asked to be sucked and bit. With little force, but lots of strength I took your nipple to my mouth and slowing bit down digging deeper into with my teets. Your eyes closed tight as it was almost unbearable. Keeping the same pressure, I flicked the tip of it with my tongue making you beg with your moans and whimpers for more.

I let you go and got off the bed. Your eyes opened to look at me and you smiled thanking me for what was coming next before it even had happened. I stripped off your pajama bottoms leaving you naked on my bed. I layed back down next to you with my head close to your thigh, your legs were closed and my fingers teased the outside of your sex instead of just going for what you were burning for. Touching your thighs and your slit, your hips tried to find my fingers but I was not read to take you there yet.

I rubbed up and down your legs, giving your sex time to miss the touches making it want me more. Once I was ready, I lifted your leg over my head, spreading you naturally. My finger graced the inside of your folds teasing it some more. You were so ready and so wanting me inside you, I could see your juices making their way down your leg and met my fingers without even being inside you once. The warmth radiating from you let me know that I should take you at that moment and I did. I inserted two fingers into you finding a pool of excitement waiting for me, my thumb gravited to your clit massaging it as my fingers went in and out… over and over… you begged for a third finger and I gave it to your harder and deeper finding your pelvic bone with my fingers. You pushed against me over and over… You knew you might not be able to take it any longer, you asked for a fourth. My pinky delightfully entered you making your come almost instantly from being filled to your breaking point. Your walls gripped by hand almost crushing it as i continued to hit your magic spot over and over untill your moan turned to a load muffled scream of ecstasy. Spasm after spasm I let your grip my motionless hand until your were completely satisfied. Once your body completed its journey, you rested and I pulled out my hand to see that nice and delicious cream you gave to me. Knowing we both would need to shower our selves afterward, I took my wet hand and placed on my sex combined our love even if it was just for a brief moment.

As I closed my eyes and placed my wet hand on my own sex I sent myself into a whirlwind of orgasmic delight as you kissed my lips while your essence took control over my mind and body. We rested in each others arms until we feel asleep forgetting about our much needed showers. My plan for a quick and easy thank you turned into almost 2 hours of grawesome love making that may not every be able to be duplicated by us again.

And that was sex last night… And as I wrote this out, I sit and get myself frustrated thinking if it is, has been or could be this way with him. Because this is us, this is me… and if this is how you want your life to be or how you dream your life can be… it can be. And so much more. I wish I knew what it is about him, or what I can do to be like him and give you whatever it is you are lacking that makes you not want to give him up for me. I wish I could be everything you need in life… God I wish I could. But… apparently I’m not and I know I may never be.

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